Why has thou forsaken me?
I pictured this differently
A family by now
It's all I ever wanted
We made plans
We had dreamt of how many and they're beautiful names
We've stayed faithful to thee and all that thou has asked
The years are starting to pass so quickly.. robbing Us of days we wanted just for our babies
Now we fall and pray for a miracle
Please, just one
To feel less than human
To live in a darkness that lets you know, hell is real
To have no words to describe any of it, to pretend your okay when you're not
Is to know, Infertility.
But I hope you know that one day you'll look back and see it all so clear.
I hope you see strength, and realize then that it was Christ because without him there was no way you could of made it
I hope you see love that blindly tried one more time and then 2000 more times after that
I hope you see the companionship of a husband and wife that lost all faith but kept walking forward together
I hope you look back and see Christ. I hope somehow you see, a beautiful Heart break. I hope You see all that broke but didn't break you. I hope you see all the beautiful ways you trusted Christ.. I hope you see it all so clear..
But today... And so many more moments from now.. I hope you feel them. They want you as much as you want them. They're so proud of You for holding on and holding fast to Jesus Christ and all You believe and know.
Heaven is real because that's where your babies are.
-Lacey
I testify that bad days come to an end,
That faith always triumphs,
And that heavenly promises are always kept.
-Jeffery R. Holland
